Aboulia – Post-traumatic Stress Disorder



Aboulia – Post-traumatic Stress Disorder
Taken from upcoming album “Alone In Despair” out on April 26


https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/post-traumatic-stress-disorder-single/1368090010

Lyrics:

I’m falling, my mind is breaking down
War’s over, sequels remain now
The feeling of death inside my thoughts
Screaming sounds through all my bones

Dissecting the memories I had
Diagnosing an illness in my mind
Nightmares are all I can see now
Flashbacks, what have I become?

I wanted just a change
In my monotonic life
The pain I feel tonight
Won’t go away this time
Waiting for sunlight
To cleanse this horror I’m
Passing through right now
I want to be free from this
Pain

Dreams take over my mind
Tears flow as I cry
Illusions tend to die
Just as my wishes in life

I desire a normal life

Screeching, a knife against my skull
Breaching the place I once called home
Asking myself if I am worth
Something, I realize I’m now alone

Sadness, nostalgia passing by
Madness, hysteria leaving me
Speechless, the words flow with no
Reason, I’m hanging off the edge

Falling away from here
Feeling crazy, I am not myself

I need my life back

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