Actress/Spa Owner’s Weight Loss + Mental Health journey. Battle w/being bbw +anxiety/ptsd/depression



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I am down 15.8 pounds 🥳🎊

I have so much more to lose, but I’m not giving up. It’s extra hard because this is the day and age of liposuction, bbl’s, etc. I feel like I owe it to my body to go the natural route.

My weight gain came from years of molestation as a child and sexual assault as an adult. Those violations on my body were extremely traumatic.

As a young girl suffering from incest, as well as verbal/physical/emotional abuse, I coped by eating and cutting myself.

I’d finally lost the weight but then experienced rape, twice, as an adult. Those things coupled with (normal) toxic things like haters, toxic relationships, shitty family, racism, sexism, etc. took a toll on my health.

I am not fully healed yet, and may not ever be. But I am taking a stand to get my body back and get my mental health, to an ok place.

I have a lot of weight to lose but I am proud of myself so far. My knees and back ache less, I walk a few miles before getting tired, I can walk up and down staircases, my hair is health wise, etc.

What’s keeping me on the right path is exercising and counting calories. I log each meal. I bought a scale to track my pounds. I hate being fat. I don’t like being bbw. This is not who I am supposed to be. I don’t come from an overweight family. It saddens me what I have endured and that it has come to this. People have had control over my body my entire life.

It’s time for me to take my body back.

#weightloss #exercise #plussize

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