Depression and frustration I have CPTSD, COMPLEX POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER. Very emotional

Forgive me for being hysterical. I’ve been struggling to just keep it together last few days. Finding I’m nothing unless I have something someone needs. It hurts to be a option. When you treat others like royalty. My hearts been crushed so much.. just hate being used all the time because I have a kind heart.

Source: Youtube