Mixed mood bipolar, PTSD. After mood crash. Courage to tell the truth.

My name is Xanthe Wyse (my legal name). Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. Yes actually diagnosed by clinicians – psychologists and psychiatrists.

Currently in a mixed mood after a mood crash. I feel like crap, have a migraine, unable to work today.

See recent videos since the reading out the lawyer’s letter for more context. Had some drama.

My advice is 1. don’t marry until had some life experience
2. don’t marry into a family of narcissists. You will pay for it even years out of it.

My goal is not revenge on my ex-husband (who is still my son’s father). I don’t name him. My goal is to give a voice for the vulnerable and to help people understand the effects of abuse, trauma. Highlighting my diagnoses as that’s what I know best.

I was dead named in a pile of abuse (which I screen shot then deleted) to me publicly on the lawyer videos. The narcissist has been blocked.

The word I was having trouble thinking of was ‘bogan’ which is an Aussie slang word.

Source: Youtube