I was diagnosed with PTSD as a teen and as an adult. It’s hell. The nightmares everything that comes with it. I was a victim of abuse and went through some pretty horrifying things and to be quite honest….I should not be here. It’s hard because a lot of people don’t fully understand what it’s like on a day to day basis. Every day is a battle. When in all actuality I’m crying on the inside. Hence my vids. They actually help. With it without subscribers…that doesn’t matter to me. It’s being able to escape and it’s my little way of escaping and doing what I love which is makeup and express my feelings and thoughts.