PTSD – SkyDxddy [ADHD – Joyner Lucas Remix]



inspired by @Joyner Lucas

I decided to remix some of the greats that are out these days,
first up, is Joyner Lucas. This is my take on his song ADHD, but remixed to match the feelings of someone with PTSD as well.

[Lyrics]
it kinda feels like
im dying on the inside
it kinda feels like this aint really my life
everything was great on day one
now i need all my need medication
yeah i need all my drugs
so maybe im different
or maybe my ptsd got me tripping
or maybe im everything that you missing yeah

i feel like im
dying inside
why do i feel crazy

someone save me
you cant blame me
its my ptsd

my minds broken, i feel so destroyed
everything i loved, now i just avoid
fuck your stigma, i am not a test or toy
and im not some victim of this system
i am just a voice, yeah

these aint symptoms, its a daily routine
so seeking treatment aint as easy as it seems
when i begin to think
i think that i begin to bleed
i try my best to smile but im dying underneath yeah

maybe the problem is me
or maybe it isn’t
maybe my pain is unseen
or maybe im tripping
they say quiet when you speak
but that aint me
they say be the change you wanna see
but never cause a scene, dxddy

everything was great on day one
now i need all my medications
now i need all my drugs
so, maybe im different
or maybe my ptsd got me tripping
or maybe im everything that you missing, yeah

i feel like I’m
dying inside
why do i feel crazy

someone save me
you cant blame me
its my ptsd

yeah it kinda feels like im dying on the inside
it kinda feels like this life

im tired of the horror in my mind
binging on the shit shows all the time
i need to get higher, take me higher
yeah i need to get higher, take me higher

so many things to be said
i kinda feel selfish
i kinda wish i was dead
i cannot help it
not really that hard to get
dont know how to ask for help
bitch, how can i trust you
if i dont even trust myself

everything was great on day one
now i need all my medications
yeah i need all these drugs
so maybe im different
or maybe my ptsd got me tripping
or maybe im everything that your missing yeah

i feel like im
dying inside
why do i feel crazy

you cant blame me
someone save me
from my ptsd

yeah it kinda feels like im dying on the inside
it kinda feels this aint really my life.

Source: Youtube