Working with PTSD / 5 month's 4since it happened

I still have anger fits, get depressed and cry. 5 months no prescriptions, 3 months of therapy and 5 suicide attempts later I am still here.
Now, Being pressured to work. I am trying so hard not to be broken. I only want to stop seeing her face and remembering the lies she told me. Feeling brainwashed hurts.

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