Tag Archives: bipolar

Patterns and connections with bipolar and PTSD

My name is Xanthe & I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder (type 1) and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). There are some indicators that my mood is a bit ‘off’ as I’ve had an increase in seeing patterns in everything and didn’t sleep. Didn’t sleep because muscles aching and also because my brain working overtime.… Read More »

Drinking Hallucinogenic Tea to Relieve Post-Combat PTSD | Kentucky Ayahuasca Episode 3

Shaman Steve relives his last successful bank robbery. A former military medic seeks relief from her PTSD and anger issues. A recovered opioid addict confronts his anxiety. Click here to subscribe to VICE: http://bit.ly/Subscribe-to-VICE About VICE: The Definitive Guide To Enlightening Information. From every corner of the planet, our immersive, caustic, ground-breaking and often bizarre… Read More »

Asexual, trauma, sexual attraction, orientation, sensuality, triggered PTSD

My name is Xanthe & I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). PTSD mainly from sexual trauma. I got triggered in this video and it wasn’t distressing but just a nuisance. My mind went completely blank for a while. Dissociated when I was quiet for a while. Couldn’t think at… Read More »

Processing grief and trauma with song lyrics. Love, loss, grief, PTSD – part 1

My name is Xanthe. In this video, I read out bits and pieces of song lyrics on old vinyl records form the op shop. Before I try stringing them together with builder’s line. All the materials are repurposed. I like making process art from repurposed materials. The colours, lyrics, materials used all have personal symbolism… Read More »

Processing hurt, anger with betrayal by friend. Triggered PTSD, trauma.

My name is Xanthe. In this video, I am doing some processing of emotions I usually have shutdown (I have the shutdown presentation of PTSD). I am doodling on the record while I talk. The other records have snippets of song lyrics on them that I have gradually processed. This is the final record before… Read More »

Slower processing, distracted PTSD, bipolar. Social media trolls.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. I have uploaded videos in different mood states to show some contrasts. In this video, my mood feels ‘okay’ but I am having trouble thinking and processing. My processing is slowing right down, with big pauses. I am not actually… Read More »

PTSD, Patience and Self Compassion

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Processing shutdown and low mood. Bipolar, depression, trauma, grief – part 1.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). I didn’t want to record this video but I did and I feel like I processing something both recording it & watching it back, even though I am still low in energy. Sometimes I record and don’t upload.… Read More »

PTSD, Emotional Abuse & Neglect: What You Should Know.

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PTSD Talk. Trauma Informed vs. Trauma Sensitive?

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PTSD And Relationship Challenges

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Learn To Live A Life Free Of PTSD

https://www.avaiya.com/PTSD Watch The Free Overcoming PTSD Series Now! Doctors, Therapists, Psychologists & More Share Life-Changing Strategies to OvercomePTSD. Register now to get access to this free BREAKTHROUGH MASTERCLASS &… Break through your fears, heal your past, and live a life filled with joy, peace & fulfillment! According to the American Psychiatric Association, PTSD can be… Read More »