Tag Archives: determination

Intense processing, purpose, voice after trauma. PTSD, bipolar.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. I recorded this video a few days ago. I needed to watch it back a few times before deciding to upload (I don’t upload every video). It was recorded immediately after the other 2 uploads, so I was getting very tired after a lot of intense processing, approximately an hour… Read More »

Mixed depressed mood bipolar, shutdown PTSD, sad, disability, determination, purpose

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Mood currently mixed but mostly low (depressed). Cried a lot today – a lot of emotion that had never been fully expressed. Mostly shutdown in this video but wanted to show anyway so can see the different aspects. I painted my nails… Read More »

Vulnerable bipolar disorder, PTSD, sedated meds (2017)

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). This short video was recorded in 2017 when psychiatrist still trying to get my bipolar meds right. Very vulnerable. In 2017, I had extreme mania for months, then rapid cycling mania and severe depression. This video was very hard to watch back, as… Read More »

Determination sedated bipolar mania – goals and purpose (2017).

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. This is a video I recorded in 2017. At the time, I was diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder and was waiting for an ASD assessment as there was a question mark over whether I was on the autistic spectrum.… Read More »