My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. Currently hypomanic so having a sing and dance helps discharge some of the energy as well as enjoy a euphoric feeling. Doesn’t matter if singing and dancing isn’t that great. Demonstrated at beginning. Improvised movement is one of the… Read More »
My name is Xanthe Wyse. My former name is Miranda which was stolen from me. I avoid saying my former name. I got triggered around 9 minutes when I did. The tapping of my collarbone was subconscious and it was grounding me to keep me present rather than dissociating while I processed. I have been… Read More »
My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar disorder (type), post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. The PTSD is mainly from 2 specific sexual traumas – child and adult. I grew up with shame from religious indoctrination, other people’s hangups, abuse, trauma. Letting go of that shame has been therapeutic. Religious indoctrination that masturbation is… Read More »
My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. In this improvised video, talk about some of the upsides to bipolar disorder such as facing fears, processing trauma, accomplishments. Have done some things I would never have done otherwise. Such as a project with political influence. I founded… Read More »
In this video, I continue reading my book The Fire Within that I wrote while living in a tiny house in the woods. This book is about childhood trauma. Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder Source: Youtube