Tag Archives: Memory

Dissociating, memory, trouble with words, bipolar, PTSD, writing, editing

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). I am dissociating in this video as my brain has been going offline with intense processing. It doesn’t look at apparent outwardly to how it feels for me experiencing it. I stumble with my words at times which is the combination of the… Read More »

Triggered freeze, shutdown PTSD. Dissociating trauma trigger.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). This was the end of the previous video that was cut off about memory issues with my diagnoses. I am uploading it so can see the change when I hear sirens in the distance. I was already moderately dissociating but when I heard… Read More »

Memory issues, forgetful with trauma, bipolar, PTSD. Dissociation.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. Am moderately dissociating in this video. Brain feels in a fog offline but I am speaking anyway even with affected cognition. I showed this because the impairment I experience is more than how it appears on the outside. Talking… Read More »

PTSD – post-traumatic stress disorder – childhood presentation – avoidance, shutdowns

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. Bipolar and PTSD currently affecting me the most. My presentation of PTSD isn’t well known. Is the childhood presentation of mainly avoidance and shutdowns. During mania episodes, I am more likely to experience the typical presentation of PTSD as… Read More »

Processing trauma and expressing emotions with colour and music. Bipolar, PTSD. Mixed features.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Last video was made earlier today. It was improvised with some simple props gathered just prior. Captures elevated mood (hypomania to mania), expressing anger and humour. Without strongly feeling the emotion of anger. I find creative expression to be therapeutic and help… Read More »

Determination sedated bipolar mania – goals and purpose (2017).

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. This is a video I recorded in 2017. At the time, I was diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder and was waiting for an ASD assessment as there was a question mark over whether I was on the autistic spectrum.… Read More »

Weight gain bipolar meds. Listening without judging. Cognitive impairments.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar disorder (type 1), post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. I find it easier and less stressful to make improvised, unscripted videos, ‘mistakes’ and all, raw, unpolished. Also, the viewer gets to see aspects of my diagnoses, despite meds. In this video, I talk a bit about side… Read More »

Trauma Work Has It's Benefits! Hawaii 4.0

Traveling to Hawaii to teach our nations Military DoD/VA psychiatrists and psychologists and Social Workers/Psychotherapists Accelerated Resolution Therapy (ART) now for the past few years, I have met some of the brightest best people on the globe! Teach has been a privilege and an honor, Mahalo to all of you! I have always wanted to… Read More »