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C-PTSD Healing From Narcissistic Abuse! Inner Child Work, Resolving Trauma and Dissociation!

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Emotional Work & Healing Journey- NARCISSISTIC Mother's Gaslighting & Cognitive Dissonance Continued

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Acceptance- My Coming To Terms With The Reality Of My C-PTSD, & Denial Of My Narcissistic Mother

Denial is a funny thing. Oblivion can keep us continuously torturing ourselves, trying to “figure it out.” Until we finally come to terms with the truth! Source: Youtube

Narcissistic Abuse Can Cause C-PTSD, Anxiety & Paranoia From Various Forms of Emotional Abuse/Trauma

Here I talk a little bit about suppressed convictions and the anxiety that narcissistic abuse can cause us. These sorts of traumatic relationships can cause us a serious amount of psychological harm putting us at greater risks for more paranoid minds and disorders and states of beings from the resulting C-PTSD. It is important to… Read More »

ANXIETY RELIEF MEDITATION – Exercises I use that work for cptsd

How to stop anxiety when you are in a heated moment, intense moment or are dealing with CPTSD and triggered and getting flashbacks. Here are just a few exercises I do to calm me down. Need a therapist? Go here: https://www.willieverbegoodenough.com/resources/find-a-therapist/ Peter Walker: How to manage a flashback (scroll to the bottom of the page)… Read More »

Narcissistic Parenting: 8 Common Effects

Narcissistic Parenting: 8 Common Effects http://www.drcraigmalkin.com/the-book Many have written in to ask me: what are the most common effects of having a narcissistic parent? Here, I describe the 8 I’ve most commonly seen. To learn more about recovery and more easily spot even subtle narcissism at the start of a relationship, read my internationally acclaimed… Read More »

Rape Trauma, PTSD & Anxiety . Former ADULT ENTERTAINER turnes Spiritual !

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What is CPTSD & Can I Recover From it? – Voice Over (English)

This is a previously published video of mine that was text only with music. I decided it might be beneficial to some to make a voiced over version. In this video I define CPTSD, and provide an explanation of how it is possible to recover from CPTSD if you put in the work to retrain… Read More »

Reframing Negative Messages From Narcissistic Mother | PLEASE READ DESCRIPTION

This video may contain content that is triggering to others. I am talking about my narcissistic mother and a story she always told about me. In this story I use a word that some may find offensive, but I only use the word because my mother used it when she told the story about me.… Read More »

Will I Be Able to Work Again?

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Shedding My Protective Shield

Join me for my 2 week weigh in and to catch up on the past few days. Visit my blog ♥ http://cptsdwarrior.com ♥Instagram♥ https://www.instagram.com/pokingholes_cptsdwarrior/♥FACEBOOK♥ http://www.facebook.com/Poking-Holes-1675396336061298/ ♥TWITTER♥ http://twitter.com/poking_holes ♥TUMBLR♥ http://poking-holes.tumblr.com/ ♥Email♥ pokingholeschannel@gmail.com Disclaimer: I am not a mental health professional nor am I an academic expert on Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) or complex post traumatic stress… Read More »