Tag Archives: Processing

Pet Purpose – chpt 21 – Above Rainbow Bridge – part 1

Xanthe Wyse is proof-reading her semiautobiograhical novel, Pet Purpose on video. Mature themes. Bipolar disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). This segment the end of Chapter 20 Exhibitionist and the beginning of Chapter 21 Above Rainbow Bridge. Source: Youtube

Pet Purpose – chpt 19 – Storms – part 5 – bipolar disorder and PTSD

Xanthe Wyse is proof-reading her semiautobiographical novel, Pet Purpose. A pet themed story about love hurts with bipolar disorder and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Two chapters to go. Next chapter needs unscrambling a bit before read out. Hopefully this week. Source: Youtube

Triggered PTSD, bipolar mood crash. Need to have a voice.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. I am very vulnerable here and didn’t want to show you. It is very hard for me to get my words out so might be hard to understand me. But even without words, you should be able to tell… Read More »

Improvised hand dance to process trauma and discharge energy. Bipolar, PTSD

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder), social anxiety disorder. My psychologist said I have some very healthy ways to both process trauma and emotions and also to regulate the mood shifts. Been in an elevated mood with a lot of processing. I went for a dance walk listening to… Read More »

Processing trauma is an intense workout mentally and physically

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Current clinical diagnoses: bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. I use meds to help manage the bipolar and mainly use creative expression my own way to process the trauma and stuck emotions with PTSD. I see a trauma psychologist weekly who is very inspired by how… Read More »

Intense processing with creative expression. Meaningful connections.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. I have been diagnosed with bipolar 1 disorder & post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Also social anxiety disorder (currently mild). In the last dozen or so videos, I showed some of the intensive processing that takes place during creative expression. I improved the painting Flossie Fluff (an 80s chick based on… Read More »

Kicking trauma's butt. Processing, starting over with music, creative expression.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder (type 1) and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Bipolar is a mood disorder, PTSD is from trauma. I usually have emotions shut down with my presentation of PTSD. An online friend who speaks Spanish said one of the reasons they follow me is they… Read More »

Music reaches deep emotions. Processing grief, trauma.

My name is Xanthe Wyse & I have been sharing some of my journey with processing trauma and grief and transforming the pain into creative storytelling (my art and novels). My current diagnoses are bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. Last night I cut some art that I cut in the… Read More »

Destroying process art to process trauma. PTSD, bipolar.

I am keeping for now: Learning to Fly Snowball (proposed cover of Pet Purpose – semiautobiographical novel linked to the paintings and my story) YZ (wyse/wise) – bird and bumble bee Soar Purpose – name of sequel to Pet Purpose. Keeping in cupboard for now for reference (symbolic mind-maps): Speak En Zen (which is an… Read More »

Name change with trauma, processing with music, dissociation PTSD

My name is Xanthe Wyse, a name I chose for myself and was the start of me having a voice. I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and post-traumatic stress disorder. Nearly all of my trauma processing has involved listening to songs that are linked in some way with their lyrics, mood etc. I listen… Read More »