Tag Archives: stimming

Intense processing, purpose, voice after trauma. PTSD, bipolar.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. I recorded this video a few days ago. I needed to watch it back a few times before deciding to upload (I don’t upload every video). It was recorded immediately after the other 2 uploads, so I was getting very tired after a lot of intense processing, approximately an hour… Read More »

Why I rejected bipolar diagnosis – part 1

Xanthe Wyse from New Zealand. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), mild social anxiety disorder, which strangers on social media often confuse with autism. All improvised, based on some reasons why I rejected bipolar diagnosis (had to keep pulling myself back to this). I’ve had the whole mood spectrum including severe depression, hypomania,… Read More »

Anxiety. Vulnerable people harmed by identity politics.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. I mainly shut down with my presentation of PTSD. This video was made last night. The previous video made yesterday also. Even if you don’t agree with my views, you can see different aspects of my diagnoses. I’m actually… Read More »

Stimming, tics, fidgeting, psychomotor agitation

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. I made another video about this topic a while back which is one of my most viewed videos so thought I’d do an update. Dozens of people have asked me if I’m autistic, as I ‘stim’ a lot. Hundreds… Read More »

Dancing off high energy bipolar mania, hypomania. Elevated mood.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). My mood goes elevated ‘high’ doing a lot of trauma processing. Trauma processing isn’t always distressing. I have been between hypomania and mania energy this video and recent videos. Ghostbusters theme music from 1984 was going through my head so danced to… Read More »